What Are Real Friends?

           I was thinking...what are real friends supposed to do, act or whatever. I don't know if I'm even making sense right now, but sometimes I think my friends are just fake. They're basically using you for secrets and guys. That's all they care about, because in the life of the popular girls thats all that matters.



Rules of popularity:
1. Must have a boyfriend
2. Must wear makeup
3. Must be pretty
4. Must be a total bitch
5. Can't be too smart, can't be too dumb
6. Must hook up with guys at dances
7. Must drink
8. Must have over 400 followers on instagram
9. Must have lots and lots of secrets



            Now I realize I'm totally just insulting myself right now, but maybe thats what I should do. I've been mean to so many people, and yet every time I try to make things right, I find myself back inside the inner circle of popularity. I can't get out. I've never experienced being able to trust someone 100%. I don't have any friends who I can tell everything to. I find it kind've sad honestly. I wish I had friends, yes I pretend they're my friends, but truthfully I find myself not being able to tell them somethings.

Maybe I'm just meant to be alone.

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