What Is It To Be Alone?

         It's funny how when your so called "popular" you seem to have a lot of "friends". But honestly I feel more alone then ever. For those of you who have no friends. I guess I feel ya. Because if you have fake friends...it's not really like having friends...right? I guess I just need to ramble for a little, and sadly this blog is the only place I can freely do it.

         I don't think I've ever had a conversation with one of my "friends" before about me or them. It's always about other people. It's about what someone was wearing, how cake someone's makeup was, who someone hooked up with, if a boy likes someone, how much of a "loser" someone is...etc. I don't even know what my "friends" favourite colours are, if they played soccer when they were younger, if they used to have a pet or are good singers and love to play the piano. I don't know. The only thing I do, is go to their house, play on my phone or we watch a movie. Every so often well tell each other that a guy texted us, and we'd ask for advice.

         Is this really how your supposed to have friends? Only caring about guys and how good you look? I don't know...

       I wish I could get a one way ticket out of the inner circle.

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